A short poem

Rain hits my roof, heavy and definitely unwanted, I feel the walls closing in on me absorbing the wetness.

I know it won’t be long until I have to resurface, the rain no longer hitting my roof but my head.

It’s dark and cold and I have to live in fear that every time this happens, I could potentially die.

It’s not a good life being me but it’s the one I have, a lonely one but a life at that, I am lucky for this.

However any day it could be over if I don’t make it to the surface in time, I get plucked from the ground.

This is my life, I have to live it daily.

I am a worm.

 

*Just a short poem I created a while back, always loved writing and hoping one day it’ll take off for me as a career*

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Better days

Today was a better day, not an early rise but early ish, 9:30 start. Up and ready straight away to head out and get the train, me and my boy got ready quickly and was hastily out of the door, we made the train with two minutes to spare… Phew!

So we were headed off to see my sister, I did take a few pictures as well, for my photography and personal account which is always a good thing.

We all met up and had lunch and then basically just walked around, popping into a few shops along the way, had some laughs, had some silent peaceful moments where we were enjoying the sunshine even though the weather predicted rain, I guess that’s a bonus!

And then it was time to go, just like that. It ended so fast, we said our goodbyes and hugged.

And the run to the train…. I had to wait in the queue to buy my ticket back with four minutes to spare, got on the train with two minutes left, like this morning 😂

Long story short, home, food, bath and bed 😄

Such a good day!

Bad days

The weather all week where I live has been sunshine and no clouds but today we have got rain and dullness.

I have seasonal depression so when the weather is like this all I want to do is sleep and my mood isn’t the best. I obviously try to not let this affect me as best as I can but sometimes it is difficult.

I am also ill today, I felt it coming on yesterday but this cannot be controlled so I have to get on with it, I look forward to later with my love, snuggled up in bed watching my favourite TV show, The Mentalist.

Yesterday was one of my favourite days of the year, I didn’t do much but it was nice to be out in the sun for a while and then to chill out at home with my son. Today is an indoor day, housework and relaxing, maybe get some light reading done or even write some more of my book. Who knows.

 

Work in progress

Hello readers,

I am currently in the works of writing a book and would love some reviews on my first chapter as that is the one that is fully edited and ready to be viewed outside of myself and close friends.

If anyone is into fantasy books than please feel free to contact me and I’ll send you the first chapter 🙂

Here is the blurb,

It’s a cold world, full of despair and hatred!
There are two sides beyond the ground of which is called Earth, Demons and Angels but what happens when a Brunette 18-year-old discovers she is both?
Born with one eye blue and one brown, Katie always knew she was different…

Many thanks.

Tuesdays Adventure

Yesterday I and my son took a bike ride over to Nuneaton to see my good and close friend, it was a lovely ride over until I figured out I forgot the bike lock and key, great…

I rang up my partner and asked if he could transfer some money over so I could get a new one but five seconds later he rang back saying I forgot my bank card… another great moment.

We carried on and got there hoping my friend would lend me the pound so I could get one from Poundland, she did, however, they didn’t have them in stock, both of the stores didn’t! So we had to compromise and take the bike with us, we tried a new cafe, the one in Riversley Park near the museum and it was stunning in there, nice atmosphere, the tea was delicious. I also had a toasted tea cake which was yum!

The bike was safe, no one took it thankfully and we had a nice chat, food and beverages.

The only thing is the time flew by and in a blink of an eye it was time for me and my boy to head home, we said our farewells and wished safe journeys to one another, Nathan was safely strapped in the bike seat with his gloves on and hood up, nice and warm. I had my hat on and off we went.

After exiting Riversley Park I rang my partner as he said he was going to be cooking dinner that night, when we reached home it was more or less done and we all enjoyed it.

Soon after it was bedtime for little man so he went off to the land of nod and I did some housework.

That was our adventure for yesterday.

Thank you for reading :*

Mondays adventure

Hello,

Monday me, my partner and my son took a trip to Leamington Spa to do some Christmas shopping, early I know but we have so many people to buy for.

We took the bus just before lunch time and decided to be naughty and get a chip shop lunch 🍴 We ate that before going on the bus, from home to Coventry we went and straight onto the bus to Leamington Spa.

When we arrived we looked around, walking up and down the many streets, trying to find this amazing Halloween shop. Eventually we found it and I purchased green eye contacts for Halloween this year. I’m going as a black witches cat.

We also purchased some little gifts for our friends, after this we went into this little kids shop full off clothes and toys, I had my son on my shoulders when he decided to take off one of his shoes. I got him down and bent over to put it back on and RIP! My trousers ripped 😂 I was so embarrassed, luckily no one had caught on so I rushed to go get a new pair 😂

It’s funny now, wasn’t then.

All in all it was a long, fun day and a new trip out. The last time we went was two years ago, I would’ve been pregnant at that point.

Creating new memories with those you love is priceless.

First experience

Hey! I haven’t posted in so long and I haven’t been on the computer to turn off the quotations… Sorry about that!

I haven’t posted in so long and I haven’t been on the computer to turn off the quotations… Sorry about that!

So my first experience yesterday was going to a night club! First, the vibe was uplifting and welcoming, I felt in place and let loose which is hard for me to do in open places… As we entered I could feel the music in my chest, vibrations which made me believe the beat of the music was my heart beating! And even though I only stayed for a few minutes, well two songs long… it was overwhelming.

I didn’t want to leave and when we did I felt a pull trying to drag me backwards, that’s all I can say really like I said it was a short experience but still a first and I definitely came out of my comfort zone!

Thanks for reading!

Today’s plans

Today I woke and it looked to be a lovely sunny day however the clouds are dragging in and the sun is disappearing now… Dark and gloomy the day becomes, not bright and full of energy! Not warm and full of hugs… Nope.

Either way I won’t let it darken my mood, I’m in a mood to get up and go out of the house and do something fun with my son, so later were heading to a play pit, he may be only 9 months but they have a section for children and he can crawl around and throw balls and I can help him down the slide, he can use all his energy and then he shall hopefully be tired when it comes to bedtime… I hope!

It’s not a far walk but it’s pleasant anyway, leaves, blossoms, flowers, passing fields filled with lambs jumping around after each other and falling down, making me laugh… I sometimes stop and watch in awe at them, I wish I could just pet one, I’ve always been an animal lover, wanted to be a vet since I can remember or even just volunteer and help, I will when my sons older and I have more time to myself, until then I’ll be okay.

Thanks for the read.

13 reasons why… 

If you haven’t watched the show please don’t read on if you don’t want spoilers…

I feel like this show has a massive importance and meaning. Suicide is a topic that is silenced, not the suicide itself but like in the show when she approached Mr Porter and he didn’t listen, didn’t understand fully but still knew something was wrong, he shrugged it off.

He should’ve talked to her more, should’ve gone after her and made sure she was okay. She chose to give life a second chance but it proved unsuccessful as the listening ear she longed for, failed her. She approached someone who she thought would be helpful and received no support, she was afraid, embarrassed and probably scared, she clearly showed expressions.

I get that it’s a show and these are my opinions but I believe if ever we have doubts that someone is sad or hiding something major and it’s affecting them that we should try to help them as much as we can! Suicide is an important issue and if anyone ever feels like they need a listening ear or a chat know I’m here, I won’t judge, I know what it’s like to be judged, I’ll be here for you, all of you…

Thank you for reading.

Sunshine

Hey!

Hope everything is well, lovely day here where I am 😊

Sunshine and a clear blue sky make me feel energetic and productive, I love hanging washing out on the line when the weather is like this, the fresh smell of fabric conditioner lingers in the air.

Although I have hayfever I still long to smell the freshly cut grass from the nearby parks and even our own garden, it’s a smell I associate with spring! Vibrant coloured flowers are blooming and blossom fills the trees, out of all the

Vibrant coloured flowers are blooming and blossom fills the trees, out of all the seasons’ spring and autumn are my favourites. In autumn you have the leaves turning orange, red and yellow and as they majestically fall to the ground it, I find it therapeutic.

Spring brings joys like baby lambs jumping all over the field, birds tweeting away in their beautiful lives, a symphony almost.

This world is so beautiful and I’m so glad to be apart of it, overall, happy days.

Thank you for reading! 😍